I used to be Carefree

I used to be carefree.

So free, so happy, so me.

And I don't know what happened.

that in between I fall down.

Even I survive, part of me just gone by bit.

Until I realize that, I.. wasn't myself anymore.

The feeling of being so free, just flew away.

Found myself no where, and no point to restart.

But I know, I need to get up.

For my kids, for my family, for own well-being.

I am afraid, but I'm trying 

Struggling with my own misery

It wasn't easy. 

But I will.